Today is the 8th February 2011 . I thought i should be posting before this blog gets dusty again .

Just when i thought i was settling down well, i was wrong . I know about myself to be straight-forward at times, so i'd post it on Facebook . With such an open profile, everyone able to post, comment, fully view everything about my profile, i've got stalkers as well !

So on the first day of lunar new year, we hadda open house kinda thing, and the night before, there were some drinking . I was drinking, no doubt . My open house ? 10am to 2pm . They were told to come at different time, like 10am to 2pm is a range for them to come . But i was expecting them at 10am . I slept around 3am or slightly later .

Having to force myself awake at 9am is already annoying enough, when catering was said to reach at 9am, it came only at 10.15am or so ? Yeah, around that time . Well, Brunei right ?

I waited, and waited, one guest . And the wait continues, 11am, still one guest .

Disappointing, utterly awfully disgustingly disappointing .

Feeling what i'm going through ?

With that, i posted this on Facebook : -

''commander's wife hadda open house and everybody's on time or earlier . our open house ? it's past an hour and we only have ONE guest . now you see why im so anti-social here . because all the people are so fake and suckin up the boss's balls . continue suckin... i hope yall like the smell of the penis ! SICK !''

And boom ! Suddenly everyone is checking out my profile and reading that post !

Until the following night, a guy called my husband out for a talk . I have no idea what they talked about, but when he came back he wanted me to delete the post . He said everyboday got to read about it . I was furious .

First off, if you're not on my friend list, i don't give a damn if you're affected by that statement, it's my profile, my wall, my right of freedom to post what i wanna say . Just in case you forgot or don't even know, before i post that status, there's a question in the box you might have miss looking at . It asked me 'What's on your mind?', i was answering that question, hello ? Secondly, even if my status was referring to you, you stalkers, yes, i'm naming you 'stalkers', can gossip all you want it's none of my business, if you can't take it or have a weak heart, please, you can view other profiles, i'll be more than happy, maybe celebrating with champagne .

While some people are hopping mad about the statement, some thought i was looking for trouble, you know, said things like, this is Brunei, i gotta learn to be patient . Thank you, i'm learning to be patient now, but nevertheless, i must say i won't be able to adapt much to this place . You're adapting well, because i don't know, you're becoming like one of them ? Slow, irresponsible, no sense of work ethics, poor command of English or even no command of English, cheaters, dirty . Yeah, i suppose you're becoming like one of them now . Oh wait, not becoming, you have became .

I thank god i haven't lose myself to these people . Back to the case, shall we ?

Friday night the news spreaded out like flu virus, a meeting was called for on a Saturday afternoon 2pm . I hadda go, if not people might think i'm a coward, just saying, no guts to face it, but i'm not .

Next afternoon, i showered, did my hair, i went . Husbands sat outside, wifeys sat inside .

I was surrounded by 6 wifes, with printed copies of my facebook statement (like a proof thing) . They wanted me to explain why i wrote that statement . They said i was rude on the statement, they said i make it sound like they kow tow to the boss . One of them said what if the whole Singapore read that post, then i'll 'malu ... malu' . Basically, i sat at the table, going through the experience of having 6 wifes, taking turns to tell me i'm wrong, i'm at fault, then agreeing to each other's point . On and on... i cried of course . And i hadda force a 'sorry' out of my mouth .

Let me tell you one thing; even if the entire Singapore read about my post, i won't be embarrassed . You know why ? 50% won't care much, some would agree with you, but some would also agree with me . After discussing about 'clearing the air', they want me to join them more often to break the ice . Now you tell me, is it about breaking the ice now, or breaking the titanium block ?

Facing all these without my family and friends is indeed a bit tough, but nevertheless, i still have them when i go back, i know it . And i'll be back for good in no time .

Shall blog soon .